I sit in relative comfort and ease as I wait. Only mildly inconvenienced. I miss my church, the youth group I get to hang out with twice a week, my little friends at school. I don’t miss a 5:30 wake up alarm, or hectic schedule! Simple works for me.
Still, I feel edgy. The collective energy of the world seems to have gathered in the atmosphere. What is it we’re waiting for? Doom? Leadership? Catastrophe? Societal collapse? Financial collapse? Sickness? It seems an unseen enemy is stalking us. Every sneeze or sore throat makes my heart jump, for just a second. Fear has sunk its teeth in deep, the poison of its bite spreading all around us.
No doubt there is real reason for concern. My husband is in a high risk category. There are two cases of Covid-19 in our little town. Sober minded judgement is appropriate.
In all reality though, nothing substantial has changed. We are stalked everyday by an unseen enemy. From the moment Adam and Eve opened the door for sin, humanity has been dodging death. This moment just pulls back the curtain to reveal the truth.
We are fragile.
“Shout that people are like the grass.
Their beauty fades as quickly
as the flowers in a field.
The grass withers and the flowers fade
beneath the breath of the Lord.
And so it is with people.
The grass withers and the flowers fade,
but the word of our God stands forever.” Isaiah 40:6b-8
We’re far less secure than we think we are. Seasons of calm and prosperity stupefy us into believing we’re masters of our destiny. A global pandemic is a powerful reminder that life is fragile and fleeting. We desperately need that reminder.
We also need this reminder.
“Who else has held the oceans in his hand?
Who has measured off the heavens with his fingers?
Who else knows the weight of the earth
or has weighed the mountains and hills on a scale?
Who is able to advise the Spirit of the Lord?
Who knows enough to give him advice or teach him?” Isaiah 40:12-13
It’s against our nature to embrace our humble position before the God of the universe. We want to flex our power, our self sufficiency. In moments of war, famine, or disease it’s harder to maintain that posture. Suffering has been a part of this world since the beginning. We’ve resented it. Understandably so. But what if suffering has a good work to accomplish? Re-calibrating our perspective. Allowing God to be God and us to be his creation.
“To whom will you compare me?
Who is my equal?” asks the Holy One.
“Look up into the heavens.
Who created all the stars?
He brings them out like an army, one after another,
calling each by its name.
Because of his great power and incomparable strength,
not a single one is missing.
O Jacob, how can you say the Lord does not see your troubles?
O Israel, how can you say God ignores your rights?
Have you never heard?
Have you never understood?
The Lord is the everlasting God,
the Creator of all the earth.
He never grows weak or weary.
No one can measure the depths of his understanding.
He gives power to the weak
and strength to the powerless.
Even youths will become weak and tired,
and young men will fall in exhaustion.
But those who trust in the Lord will find new strength.
They will soar high on wings like eagles.
They will run and not grow weary.
They will walk and not faint.” Isaiah 40:25-31
Suffering was not a part of God’s original plan for his creation. He grieves the effects of sin, and sacrificed his own Son to reverse it. As his people we should grieve sin and suffering too, doing all we can to reflect our Father’s heart of loving kindness. And yet suffering has an important job to do. It turns our eyes off of the kingdoms we have built and to the everlasting God who has eternal power.
I don’t think it would be an exaggeration to say that in this life we are perpetually dying. Our bodies get sick, we age, the whole cosmos is decaying. Can you feel it? That won’t be the case when God does away with the old, breaks the curse, and makes all things new. On the new earth we will be perpetually living! No more sickness or death. No more separation or sin. Only continuous, glorious, living! If we recognize God’s authority over creation, and over our hearts.
There are more questions than there are answers in the news today. This pandemic is an opportunity for God’s people to hold out life to a world that is groaning. Will we be people of influence and let suffering doing a good work, an eternal work, in our lives?